Sacrifice~i love parents.

last saturday i went to pasar malam to shoot for my digital photography last assignment. which is require a story line. i went there a my first time i realize they are so friendly and kind. they are willing for me to shoot them. i really thx them a lot for coperate with me because my tutor say i have improvement compare to lastime. other thna shooting. i also have a little communication with them. i realize that the main purpose they are here is to earn money for their family member and their children education to have a good future. i found that they are really love and care their family. and majority of they said is because of Children education. i m really agree with their parents. Education is really important to us. without education we will not have a good future. without our parents support we will not have a good job. Our parent work hard under the sunny day also because of us. this makes me feel that i should love my parent so much.
This is Why i m here. I m so thankful to my family member to support my education althouth they have reach old stage. i will study hard to reach my target goal to be a wedding planner and open a wedding gallery. after that, when i want to married. i want to design and plan everything by myself and invite my parent to attend my wedding and makes them feel that They are not regret after all their hardwork earning money for me to study.

assignment

today went for digital photography presenation. i like one of my friend art work and he present it very well. his title is beggars. and he shoot the beggars daily life. i like one of his photo which is really bring a meaningful meaning for me. that image of the photo is there is a beggars sleeping on the floor.but there are 2 woman pas by but just ignore the beggars.
this photo really tells me that the feeling of being ignore is brings the word loneliness. everyone need cares by their friends and family as same as beggars. why cant our people donate or help out them instead of ignore them? they are beggar and just waiting for hope for a person to give them a least some food. We also need hope.

in my opinion my hope is UTAr. UTAr give me hope to have a good opportunity to get a good job. is just like the begars. their hope is us. a helpful person to help them. i realize that without utar train me to have a lot of assignment. i  will still blur with my job... i m getting enjoy with the subject compare to lasttime..every subject utar have are really useful and helpful to me. i m so appreciate all the subject i learned. and after i learnd and earn a lot of money. beggars hope will be me. i will help them out.

artemisia gentileschi

judith slaying holoferns
this painting is very meaningful. this painting was paint when the painter gentileschi was being rapped by her father friend Tassi at her age 17.
so she try to express her feeling on this painting.  and here come feminist among people.
this painting is really heroic female. she able to kill a man which is holoferns bye herself. she is so brave and not afraid of blood.
this painting remind me must be brave and independent when facing problem and not always cry for help.
 i also always becareful when go out. to protect myself from anything happen. just like her..

my new mouse for my laptop

i just bought cheap cheap rm9.90 mouse. i realize that mouse is just like something that help me and lead me to the reaching point..  without the mouse, i think i cant even do my assignment. expecially when do Ai or photoshop. is just like something that cant able to help me finish till i bought a mouse. Mouse can be as my parents and also my tutor /lecture. they give me education, they give me knowledge to help me reach my dream. my occupation.
just like my previous mouse.= i use it for a long time ago. and he accompany me  go through a lot of assignment. but now spoilt.... i m  slightly miss my mouse just like how i love my parents.
 so i should love and take good care of my mouse and not spoil anymore.   

half day journey to islamic museum

today went to museum with my friend right after HOA class.. for our HOa lecture assignment ...lucky we not lost and able to get there but we have no opportunity to go inside due to time problem. but i realize that the KTM is so heritage and nice. is so beautiful with historical feel. the design is nice. and one of the building but i m not sure what is that. is look like one of the movie call "gladiator" the fighting scene. the design is so renaissance.so nice.  environment also so clean and fresh.now only i realize our Malaysia also got beautiful place. this make me feel  i have to appreciate my world given by god. not cincai throw rubbish. i should  love my own country more..support Malaysia more.

freedom

hmm... after i see this picture.. this picture is give me something feel that I NEED A FREEDOM.
free from assignment, free from my stress, free from everything with no problems,no stress,no sadness. the picture of this birds is just like me.. I NEED A FREEDOM while the kids looking is just like he is watching me and not let me free from the cage.  the cloud represent things that i wana do, and the sky represent that the world is big for us to explore more. 

last few week i phone my mom permission to  go for vacation. but.... the answer is still "NO"
i wonder why since primary till now. the answer is still no.?
primary school = she say i have the chance to go when i m in university
secondary school=the same excuses
university= u still have the chance to go.dont worry..
and end up have a argue with my mom..haizz..
~~~~~ never give up~~~~

but i never give up...
i call up my mom again the day after...
i try to persuade her and give her a good reason to go..
i told to her,  i will promise will be better the next , and promise will take care of myself .
and tell her all the plan.
my mom satisfied ~
and yeayyy.. i m going this coming sem break.. with my friend LANGKAWI.