Sacrifice~i love parents.

last saturday i went to pasar malam to shoot for my digital photography last assignment. which is require a story line. i went there a my first time i realize they are so friendly and kind. they are willing for me to shoot them. i really thx them a lot for coperate with me because my tutor say i have improvement compare to lastime. other thna shooting. i also have a little communication with them. i realize that the main purpose they are here is to earn money for their family member and their children education to have a good future. i found that they are really love and care their family. and majority of they said is because of Children education. i m really agree with their parents. Education is really important to us. without education we will not have a good future. without our parents support we will not have a good job. Our parent work hard under the sunny day also because of us. this makes me feel that i should love my parent so much.
This is Why i m here. I m so thankful to my family member to support my education althouth they have reach old stage. i will study hard to reach my target goal to be a wedding planner and open a wedding gallery. after that, when i want to married. i want to design and plan everything by myself and invite my parent to attend my wedding and makes them feel that They are not regret after all their hardwork earning money for me to study.

assignment

today went for digital photography presenation. i like one of my friend art work and he present it very well. his title is beggars. and he shoot the beggars daily life. i like one of his photo which is really bring a meaningful meaning for me. that image of the photo is there is a beggars sleeping on the floor.but there are 2 woman pas by but just ignore the beggars.
this photo really tells me that the feeling of being ignore is brings the word loneliness. everyone need cares by their friends and family as same as beggars. why cant our people donate or help out them instead of ignore them? they are beggar and just waiting for hope for a person to give them a least some food. We also need hope.

in my opinion my hope is UTAr. UTAr give me hope to have a good opportunity to get a good job. is just like the begars. their hope is us. a helpful person to help them. i realize that without utar train me to have a lot of assignment. i  will still blur with my job... i m getting enjoy with the subject compare to lasttime..every subject utar have are really useful and helpful to me. i m so appreciate all the subject i learned. and after i learnd and earn a lot of money. beggars hope will be me. i will help them out.

artemisia gentileschi

judith slaying holoferns
this painting is very meaningful. this painting was paint when the painter gentileschi was being rapped by her father friend Tassi at her age 17.
so she try to express her feeling on this painting.  and here come feminist among people.
this painting is really heroic female. she able to kill a man which is holoferns bye herself. she is so brave and not afraid of blood.
this painting remind me must be brave and independent when facing problem and not always cry for help.
 i also always becareful when go out. to protect myself from anything happen. just like her..

my new mouse for my laptop

i just bought cheap cheap rm9.90 mouse. i realize that mouse is just like something that help me and lead me to the reaching point..  without the mouse, i think i cant even do my assignment. expecially when do Ai or photoshop. is just like something that cant able to help me finish till i bought a mouse. Mouse can be as my parents and also my tutor /lecture. they give me education, they give me knowledge to help me reach my dream. my occupation.
just like my previous mouse.= i use it for a long time ago. and he accompany me  go through a lot of assignment. but now spoilt.... i m  slightly miss my mouse just like how i love my parents.
 so i should love and take good care of my mouse and not spoil anymore.   

half day journey to islamic museum

today went to museum with my friend right after HOA class.. for our HOa lecture assignment ...lucky we not lost and able to get there but we have no opportunity to go inside due to time problem. but i realize that the KTM is so heritage and nice. is so beautiful with historical feel. the design is nice. and one of the building but i m not sure what is that. is look like one of the movie call "gladiator" the fighting scene. the design is so renaissance.so nice.  environment also so clean and fresh.now only i realize our Malaysia also got beautiful place. this make me feel  i have to appreciate my world given by god. not cincai throw rubbish. i should  love my own country more..support Malaysia more.

freedom

hmm... after i see this picture.. this picture is give me something feel that I NEED A FREEDOM.
free from assignment, free from my stress, free from everything with no problems,no stress,no sadness. the picture of this birds is just like me.. I NEED A FREEDOM while the kids looking is just like he is watching me and not let me free from the cage.  the cloud represent things that i wana do, and the sky represent that the world is big for us to explore more. 

last few week i phone my mom permission to  go for vacation. but.... the answer is still "NO"
i wonder why since primary till now. the answer is still no.?
primary school = she say i have the chance to go when i m in university
secondary school=the same excuses
university= u still have the chance to go.dont worry..
and end up have a argue with my mom..haizz..
~~~~~ never give up~~~~

but i never give up...
i call up my mom again the day after...
i try to persuade her and give her a good reason to go..
i told to her,  i will promise will be better the next , and promise will take care of myself .
and tell her all the plan.
my mom satisfied ~
and yeayyy.. i m going this coming sem break.. with my friend LANGKAWI.

Tao kae noi

i found that this drama is a real story background of the owner of this man.. this story is a bout How the Owner of the tao kae noi slowly build this carrier up.
the scene i most like is, when he know that his father owe 40million debt but he still determind to stay at THAiland to build his carrier.
and the last scene is the way how he being inspired and the way he sucessful in Tao kae noi.

 the funny scene i like the most is
when he being reject by Seven eleven because of the packaging design. he went back and redesign his packaging. until now this packaging is still using. 

and now.i understand why all the 7 eleven packaging is nice and all are conviniance. other than that, i learn a lot from this movie.  
In this movie. i can apply in MY ccd mock up. i have to consider on how to design the M&M. have to consider the target audience. . then how to attract my target audience. . Green coloru of the packaging prove to attract the customer. the logo of the tao kae noi are cute. attract the customer too.. 

MArker

today i went to bought marker at sunway pyramid. it cost me a lot of money. around rm 230 for 33pcs. ptptn really not enough for me. i have to buy Dslr,canvas +have to pay school fees.
this morning have drawing lecture class. when mr.ck present the marker skills, i realize that , the colour of the marker especially BLue so nice.
im started to love blue colour. adn now i will use marker technique apply in the storybook. i might be not gonna use colour pencil because colour pencil is too common. at the other side, i can sharpen my marker technique. this comming week is marker week. i m going to pratice well and apply into it.

brave

i have waited for this movie to release for almost 2semester. every time i went to tropicana. the 3brothers attracted me ..they are so cute. curly hair and tiny.
this story is about a girl. this girl love archery. but her mom not very agree with her.and wanted her to be a famine girl. her mom always force her to do the things that she dislike. one day the girl found a small cabin with a witch. she said she want to change her mom. and the witch gave her a slice s of cake. then the girl back home and immediately give her mom to eat. her mom became a BEAR. everyone hunt for the bear. the girl tried to protect her bear.and regret on what she did.. after through all the difficulties, then the next day her mom transform back to be a queen.

this movie really nice. i love the character. the animator really daring in putting such orange colour hair. this encourage me dare to apply brighter colour in my drawing (moodboard) rather than put black colour hair. the whole scene, character really nice and cute. thx to this movie coz i can apply this character in my ccd.subject.

my first experience

this is my digital photography shooting for my assignment frozen and motion. i found that this technique is the most hard for new leaner. almost one whole day i capture this balloon effect and tried for 4-5 times and also the last balloon. at 5th time i almost wanna give up .i couldn't catch the right timing. what a lucky day, i catch at  the right timing for my last chance.
i m so touched after successfully shoot this picture. all the handwork are worth.

this also thanks for my friend help.she help me to handle the balloon.  but today ms didn't choose this picture... @@ quite disappointed but is OK. . maybe the lighting is not nice. at least i experienced this type of effect before... 

after playing with this technique i found that i started to love this subject.. i love to shoot things that is beautiful and colourful. after that day.whenever i go out for shopping i also will bring along my camera. 

KAMPAR VS PJ

actually i realize kampar are superb better than PJ . kampar utar scenery so beautiful, inside also large,  compare with PJ utar.. during foundation, i always went to LIBRARY but now.. mood also gone. library so small. computer so old. and so far. not only that, i have more choices of food in kampar. the food also quite cheap compare here.i can survive 2week for rm50 but now i spend rm50 in 2-3days .i use to cycle to school or  bus. bus schedule always on time.never late. but here, i also duno where is the bus stop, and have to walk to school...
so , i went back to KAMPAR for shooting this saturday. the beautiful scenery and the new building in school.  not only that, i wana try sketch the new beautiful building.   i also can transform what i had seen in kampar to animation. for my own sketches.

happy audition.

first day my niece audition at Astro ,we are so nervous and worry he couldn't get into second round. he just keep playing games and didn't practicing as other kids are practicing very hard. when he went out from the audition he cried and said inside are scary and he is nervous. he have no confident that he can go to second round. i m so disappointed while also convince him not to sad anymore. is normal for 6year old child to nervous. the next 2 week , Astro worker call up and said he can go to the 2nd round. which is on 10th June. i m so so happy.
Okay, 10th June reached. he still the same. not nervous instead we are nervous bout him. we went there by bus. once we reached, many of the Astro colleague say he is so cute. and non stop taking pic with him. and talk with him. He is so busy in make-up room.at this time i realize how good if i have a chance to work together with them. and is started to promise myself will be work harder in my studies. and slightly interested in make up.on monday, i went to soft skills talk and i found there is a make up talk for student..i m so interested and wait for their confirmation date.

during the competition, he found that he can get rm500 if won this round. he so excited and try his best to sing well.yeahhh~!!! the winner is him. he so happy at the stage. now i promise to buy him a smartphone. i hope he can win the next round.

not only he happy i also happy that i gain a lot of experienced about the flow and the process of the filming. not only the worker are tired but the host also tired. but they are really friendly. happy to go there. i hope after i graduate, i can work at tv station. so now..i take this opportunity to learn tvc and always consult the tvc with mr c.k.. he really a good lecturer and tutor.. i understand a lot compare to lastime.

REBORN

One of my  favourite anime kateyo hitman reborn. the story is about the main character Tsuna. He is a person with low test scores and lower self esteem. Then His mother hires a tutor to help Tsuna , but it comes as a surprise to the both of them when the tutor is a baby named Reborn, from Mafia. Reborn informs Tsuna that he's the next heir to the Vongola family mafia family and tries to help Tsuna reach the goal. Reborn possesses the Dying Will bullet, which kills a person and brings them back to life to fulfill the last regret they had, and even works to get Tsuna some henchmen to make him a true mafia boss-in-training.

 i like the part which encourage everyone that no matter u are weak in anything if u work harder u can successfully  to beat your target.is just how this drama name REBORN. born a new life from a weak person to a stronger person.

after i watched this,i really do have learn a lot not give u easily in anything especially in my drawing assignment.

woo young

                               

woo young new solo album

 

this is his first time release solo album.  23,single.  i love his main song. the mv  a bit bit dun like coz a bit fake. and unlogic.  but overall is ok..i just dislike he suddenly fly or jump up then stand on the stage.and start sing and dance.. a bit weirddd.. i rather choose he cut the part he jump to the stage. maybe i hope he can walk out from the stage or door.. make it simple.. graphic he use is too much. and the dance behind so old.. got mustache also..aiyoo.. really make the background ugly only.. if got chance..i want to work for them decorate all the scene. FREE also nevermind..i m willing to.haha. but anyway, also thanks to his new album,. his new song make me have the energetic to do my assignment and not fall asleep easily. now i m trying to sketch a stage background and keep it.. there is a chance.. i really do promise. work for his company.or any malaysia company..